Headdesk

There is nothing to say, I have done nothing. That is not true, I have done a lot today, but nothing is worth talking about. Talking about studying is like talking about taking a poop, it is not nearly as entertaining as you think it is. So basically, I couldn't get my arse out of bed because well, I am not feeling so great, it just takes a real effort to tell myself that studying will be worth it, that living this life is worth it. So after overcoming that I have been working on a summary that should have been done ages ago so I could actually study. Now I have summarised all chapters of only one subject, except for the last one, I wasn't even finished, but I still got to study it, before tomorrow morning. It all comes down to great planning and a will to live and study. I am going to make a real effort here to pass this class, I need to, to safe myself from certain suicide. The worst thing is that I have to study about 200 pages of text and there will only be 40 questions, even worst is that they are multiple-choice and you will always left with two answers that look the same for someone who does not exactly know what the answer is.

What occurs to me is that when in high school, learning 200 pages of facts is something that is only done for your final exams. You get about two years to get the hang of everything and also about 40 question. The difference between high school and college is that instead of two years to learn these things chapter by chapter you know learn those 200 pages in two months. There is one hell of a difference there. At least things I learned in high school actually stuck because I repeated them about four times, now you just study to pass the test and forget them the next day. These will be the professionals of tomorrow.