It's a Goodbye Dinner

Today nothing much has going on, packings continues, boxes are stacked and rooms are cleaned out while we try to do homework in between. The plan is that my room has to be packed into three different types of boxes, the ones that go directly to our now house, the boxes that go to our new place a little closer to school and a bag full of things I need directly for the two weeks that I will be staying at my aunt and uncle's place during the May holidays. It is rather confusing and I realised that there is not much that I really need that is in my room. I need a few extra books, some sheet music, my boxes with electronic devises, my computer and my clothes and make up and that is about everything I need to pack for my new place. Along with my tea cup and tea, stereo-tower and artsy stuff that I use now and then. The rest all has to go to nowhere's land.

Because we won't be eating out at our favourite Chinese restaurant and it technically is my grandma's birthday but she can't even remember who her husband is, so she doesn't remember what day her birthday is unless someone tells her. I decided to stay home, basically because I didn't want to have my uncle make fun of my for my green hair and second because I was busy with school. Next week is the last week of this period and so much has to be done and to be studied.

For this special occasion, as I had to make up for having green hair, I decided to dress up really nicely and behave like a lady and not a dyke. For reaction on my look from my mum was: "seriously girl, that hair is way too green." What do you expect? I had to redye it today to cover all the missed spots and now it is a lovely shade of vibrant green. I was all prettied up and the only comment I got was about my hair. I was wearing a black skirt with a very nice cream-cloured shirt with ruffles and feathers that is buttoned down at the back. My hair was in a bun with a little poof in the front and my make up was some shimmer on the eyelids and pin-up-eyeliner. I can't say that I was looking like a monstrosity.

During the day I had been looking at how I am going to be an awesome white rabbit for the Elf Fantasy Fair this year. It has to be a quick and easy costume that requires little sewing, I don't have the time, space or stuff to do so, everything downstairs is already packed into boxes except for the sewing machine itself.

On a more bitter note, I have gone back to cutting myself again and I don't understand why. There is just this feeling that makes me want to split my skin and see the blood pour out of the cuts. The problem with this is that the ultimate cuts, clean ones, that split the skin right open, will only work when there is no scar tissue around it. Which means that when I want to cut like this I have to find a clean surface to cut on and create scars on new places, slowly I am covering my whole body with soon to be clear scars.

Have you ever wondered why some people have very sharp canine teeth and others don't? I believe that my lack of sharp canine teeth has to do with the fact that the genes passed on into mine have adjusted to living like herbivores and not as omnivores or carnivores. I mean, my canine teeth are just round and anything but sharp, which would give me trouble if I were actually eating meat, but I don't so I will happily munch on veggies for the rest of my life.

Being a vegetarian gives me SUPER POWERS!!! VEGGIE ACADEMY!

So what league are you going to join with the world is about the enter a battle between good and evil?