My Big Fat Greek Emo

Have you ever felt to be so out of place that you think you might be living somewhere else than you thought you were. I have been somebody who speaks her mind, all the time, without thinking about the consequences because I bullshit on those. I don't care what you are thinking because it is still my opinions and it is worth the same as yours, but right now in my class I do not feel like I should speak my mind. Extremely compared to for example War Germany, it sometimes feels like I am the German who is against Hitler and his ideas while the rest of Germany is running behind his pretty sex ass. So I thought about it and realised that it is not them that are so closed-minded but it is just me being so open-minded that I vote for one of the most left parties we have.

Today is going to be a short blog, I am tired and my body is in pain, a lot. I think everybody has those days that their bodies just hurt for no apparent reason. Well, I got one, because my body just hurts when I am on my period, but it doesn't mean that it is any less pleasant. On top of that and all the period discomfort I am also extremely tired and had the hiccups in class that hurt like a mother fucker.

I guess my groupmates won't be replying to my mail any time soon as they are avid football fans.

Fuck, I might have screwed up school, as I first had to get my contract signed before I was supposed to do my internship, nice go there.

Tomorrow I have to take the bus to the station, go to college, go back to half-way home, go to the bike depot, pick up my bike and cycle home. I have no idea how I am going to do this, all I know is that I have to.

I can go on about how my life sucks, but that would make me one big fat greek wedding, uh, emo. I am just having a shitty day, better than yesterday, but still not a great day. I wish life would be a little more enjoyable, somebody got a cure for that? Perhaps a party I can go to, get drunk, make out with girls, strip naked and have sex in a phone-booth and forget about it the next morning when I wake up in the trainstation without pants on.