Exam weeks are over, packing is really starting now and I still have to get ready for the Elf Fantasy Fair, where I will have to find my own Quest Giver.
I am afraid of doing better than my sister now, it sort of hurts her. Or it would hurt her if I passed these test the first time around while she is not passing them at all this year, she has been working so hard. On the other hand, for six years I had to live with the fact that she was kicking butt in high school while I was barely managing to get out of bed and failing a lot of tests. My parents would be thrilled when she came home with an A, while I never got anything to write home for. Then again, I am the one who has graduated with an 9 and two 8's and she has only one 8 and the rest is lower. It doesn't make me smarter or better, but at least I have accomplished something at home that hasn't been topped by anyone else. I just don't want to see my sister hurt when I pass these exams while she is failing them for the second time.
I also flirted, not so innocently with a friend of mine. I must be sick in the head because I never tell, especially not guys, that I would like to make out with them. Swapping immune system with a guy-friend is not really on my to do list. At least he is sexy and really nice, is ain't a bad thing. Just strange for me to say the things I said, I must go and check my head.
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