Being a Girl is a Bitch

We bleed a week every month, we become total bitches, not because we want to but because we are in pain, we are uncomfortable and are pretending to be absolutely fine because we don't talk about being on our periods and all the discomforts that come with the territory of being a girl. It is unnatural to bleed for a week and survive, hence a lot of girls are in agony for a week because our body is doing things that makes us wriggle and wry in our minds but stand up straight when anybody is around. Real women are the girls that walk tall on high heels while their insides are cramping and the pain is almost unbearable, yet we don't speak about it because it is completely natural to have to happen to you. Being a girl is a bitch at times.

Being a person is a bitch too, who the hell wants you to be social, my Facebook is only around because I know I need it for school in the not so distant future. I don't want to spend my time there anybody. I don't hate the world in that way but I am just very disappointed with my own social life and the way I feel neglected most of the time by those whom I care for. Of course it is all my fault, but still, it's like with my parents who don't call me when I stay away during dinner, they just trust me to eat somewhere else, it feels like they don't give a shit where I hang out and what I do. It's nice they give me so much freedom, it would be nice if they showed me they cared, only if it was by giving me a half a minute phone-call to ask me if I am coming home for dinner. I prefer to isolate me from the things that I should improve, but I rather stay away from the things that hurt me than facing it and getting hurt again, because of something stupid.

There are still so many things to pack before tomorrow evening, while I have to work on school at the same time and can't pack my computer for obvious reasons that I need it to do my homework. It's rather frustrating.

Made by Daniëlle Costelle from Girls with Slingshots