Just writing a quick one as I am supposed to be doing college work and all that juggling with big words. To make a long list of what to dos short, this weekend is going to be super busy as everything has to be finished before Monday and in a crazy fit of wanting to make an effort I decided to accept the heavy workload of putting everything together. Anyone who has written a big essay in a group probably knows how long that will take. Besides college work I will be busy with my "hobbies" too. So my Sunday is packed like Tuna in a can.
I have had some small bumps in my road to university. Some relevant some not at all but relevant enough to want to throw things out of the window. For example, I had bought a new cellphone as my old one has decided to die on me in the middle of the day while I was trying to contact a friend who apparently has overslept, you know who you are bastard! For the last two and a half weeks the new phone wouldn't work because my subscription hadn't been written on the Sim-card yet, lovely service from the company, but it has all been fixed now. So I urge you, for you who got my number and find me terribly important for some reason or another, sorry, I don't offer free phonesex, yet, you really have to send me a message with your name in it because I lost all my contacts and I don't want to wreck my brain by trying to contact you all through various means that I have sworn to not use in a long time. So please, if you want phonesex or any other kind of favours from me, give me your contacts, I still got the same number as before, you better still have it!
Today I had to give a presentation just for the sake of it because that is the skill they want to teach us, lovely thought there but I don't give a damn. I had put of lot of effort into it and felt like I was the draft horse of my fellow student with whom I had to give the presentation. I basically had to tell her everything she had to do and could as well have written her part of the presentation, which is about the only thing I didn't do. So I thought I had nailed it pretty well, prepared for it and tried not to learn the lines, because that just gives bad nerves. Instead I felt like shit all day and my nerves decided to act up really badly and everything I had worked for felt like it was going to fail. Thank god it didn't but it didn't go so well either, me and my partner just got points for the preparation of the presentation, which was basically all my work. Yes I could have prepared better but I still feel like she has walked away with my grade and I just got sick and tired of her attitude of "whatever." It didn't make it any better that I got home late due to trying to fix things for college. At least I smoked until I got dizzy and almost ran a woman over on my bike, it felt like drunk driving and I was ok with it. I would love to be drunk right now and feel into a blissful sleep or oblivion.
I watched tv to compromise with the hard work I have done this week, I think it is fair.
Good night my loves,
stay cheery!
Gi
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