You and Me

You and Me

When I’m alone I wish for death
when I’m alone I wish for nothing but your relentless screaming

Your tears a hurting in my mind
Your scars are hurting me inside

Not because I feel your sorrow
Not because for you there is no tomorrow

For I will steal your saviour’s attention
I will use my pain pretention
To be the one that you are to me
The nightmare that you don’t see
you are.

Carve my name in your own wrists
Carve my name in your in your forgetful photographic memory

And I will hurt your feelings
And I will never stop my deceiving

For I will steal and lie, kill and fight
A million times today, tonight
Sometimes I win the battle against me
So I belong to the world that is free,
to die.