Wish

"This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart
Climbed up real high
Now fall down real far"

All  wish for is to cut my fucking wrists,
all I wish for is to no longer exist. 

Sharpen the tongue with which I cut my heart,
push down the blade that tears me apart. 

All of me is all of you is all of me,
and I am me as I am you as I am three.