Unhuman

Whether we are really humans has been a questions that even filmmakers use, films like Bladerunner or A.I question how human we are and how human robots are. The real question should of course be, how robot are humans? Lately I have not been feeling really human, or all too human after all. They say that you aren't human if you don't dream, but what if you don't dream? Does it makes me less of a person of flesh and blood. I know how I feel, I feel like an unhuman, all too human after all but nothing to show for. There are no dreams, no hoops, little emotions. There is only so little one can expect from humans, we can bee compassionate, empathic, but I don't care anymore.

I can feel the metal parts growing inside of me, before I know it my voice with sound distorted and I will scream through metal tubes, amplified.