Sunday, 4 July 2010

Woe is Me

Yes because in the chat it is always about how much I am suffering, because my life sucks. Oh, yes, it sucks so freaking much. I am the emo standing in the corner with red rimmed eyes from crying. Poor me, poor, poor soul. Well fuck you. Chat is the only place I talk to people, you rather have me cutting myself every single day and pretending that I am some fucking happy smiling pretender. FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU. I would also feel much better if I wasn't thinking all these goddamn negative things, if it didn't feel like I have to fight to keep back the tears, it would make life so much better. Yes, I am negative and emo on purpose, I got a plate for my head because I don't want to listen. Stop fucking talking to me and pretending to be my friends if you believe that I am a whiny emo kid, seriously. Don't say how you like me and don't want to see me go while you don't want me to have the part of me that I even hate at times. You can't have me half. If you think I am immature, talk to much about my boobs, well screw you too. I act much younger than I am because I really hate that I get older yet do not progress, I don't want to wallow in self pity, so I make myself laugh, give myself to laugh about something and if that makes me immature, well whatever, let me be immature. Within all the negativity in me, and I feel about me, I can at least say that I got boobs, and they look nice and makes me curvy instead of round. Yes I am an immature emo kid who loves talking about her C/D size boobs and eating pussy, if you don't like it, go away. I need you but not like that, I rather kill myself than have friends that only like half of me.

WOE IS ME NOW DIE

1 comment:

TheBlakkDuchess said...

*hug*

Friends who don't love you, all of you, every last part, are not the kind of friends one needs. Cut them off, like the cancerous shit they are.

And seriously, why would anyone complain about boobs & eating pussy??? o_O